The recent happiness is daunting. The sudden sunshine that peeks behind the curtain tempts me to smile and welcome the day just because. Just because I woke up today, just because I woke up one day, I found myself happy. But as Cessa says, I should never forget the process-the long and tedious process that [...]
Archive for August, 2008
Today
Posted in Voiced, tagged happiness, self on August 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Insanely busy over a non-priority
Posted in Narratives of the Mundane, tagged busy on August 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I can’t believe I haven’t been online for about twenty days. I can’t believe the past twenty days has felt like two months worth of energy and effort. Most of the past month I’ve spent for the organization. For five consecutive Saturdays I attended first aid trainings that lasted from 7:20 in the morning to [...]
How many things
Posted in Voiced on August 3, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
How many things will yet come
And demand acceptance, unwitting,
helpless secession of contest
How many things will I have to merely accept and nod to because I am rendered powerless by circumstance and time’s passing, age, reality and milestones beckoning others on?
I feel that I’m being left behind.
Post Movie Thoughts
Posted in Narratives of the Mundane, tagged emotion, feeling, movie on August 3, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
After you watch a feel-good optimistic movie, you let the emotional rush subside and you know that nothing is going to change, because you no longer believe in happy endings, or feeling with the heart. There was a time when you thought feelings were everything, that they were the very things that kept you human; [...]